Dark fantasies are all men have when they meet me. I get told often I ought to be in snuff porn. A red headed whore brings out the worst in men. Maybe I remind them of mommy. I am not sure. But I cannot go score drugs without a man wanting to do unspeakable things to me. I guess that is why I get the coke. If I did not have a nasty habit, I likely would never get abused.
But I will never give up coke. Never. I need it. So, I guess I am asking for it in a way. Last night, I went down to the docks to score. It’s mostly junkies down their and hookers, but I know this one pimp who loves white women. He will give me coke in exchange for rough sex. So, I thought he would be the best bet for me. But I was wrong.
Dark Desires are All Men Have for Me
He was not alone. I walked into a gang bang. But they used up the other whore. She looked dead. I think they strangled her to death. I tried to run, but one of them grabbed me by the hair and pulled me back into the center. And I heard one guy yell, “New meat.” And I immediately regretted my decision here. Too late for me to back out though.
They shoved fists and dicks up my cunt and my ass. Sometimes both in a hole at the same time. Ouch. They slapped me, even punched me too. Felt like I was in the middle of a taboo role play, but this was reality not a role play. I just had to suck it up and pray that I lived. And clearly, I did live. But barely. My asshole prolapsed. I have bruises all over my body too. But I have coke to dull the pain.


