Dark Fantasies of Bondage

I have dark fantasies of bondage. I am a bondage whore. I love to be tied up and used, even humiliated. My dark desires go back to my youth. When I became a teenager, my daddy would tie me to the bed while he went to work. I had one hand free so i could put the bed pan under me or eat, but I could not get off the bed or he might kill me. At the least he would punish me until I wished I was dead. I thought I would never be that girl again. And here I am begging men to tie me up and abuse me. I took an ad out recently on an adult site. I said I was a bondage whore in need of a rope master. I got lots of hits, but I decided to let Able come over. He was the best looking one of the group. He came with rope and a bunch of friends who I was not expecting. They tied me up to gang bang me. I was scared. I mean I agreed to one guy coming over not ten guys with big cocks and no love for an old whore. They sodomized me and pissed on me. They even fisted my whore cunt. Left me tied up on the bed, covered in cum and piss. I guess I need to watch who I tell my secrets too.