Dark fantasies rarely remain fantasies with me. I get high with strangers and blab my darkest fantasies. And that often results in the other person wanting to turn fantasies into reality. Over the weekend, I partied with this dude I met in a bar. Went back to his place to do some blow. And we started talking shit about what we’d done and what we would enjoy exploring. So, I told him about my hardcore anal fucking fantasies.
Next thing I knew, he had me pinned to the floor, choking me and shoving fingers into my asshole. But he did not stop there. Before long, his entire fist went up my asshole. And he had just begun torturing me. It felt like he wanted to explore more than just a taboo role play. I did not feel like I was in a role play. He replaced his fist with his cock and started hammering my ass.
I Get High and Tell Strangers My Darkest Fantasies
His hands remained tightly around my throat. Choking the life out of me. He thought it seemed like fun to practice his asphyxiation fantasies. I would pass out. And he would fuck my asshole hard for a few minutes while I appeared passed out. Then he would slap me back awake. He did this over and over. My ass prolapsed. And ligature marks appeared around my throat.
He could have killed me. Telling him my fantasy turned out to be a huge mistake. I will never learn. Coke makes me a blabber mouth. I spill the beans with no concern for the consequences. And I would like to say this most recent experience woke me up. But I know once I get high again, I will be right back where I am now. Partying with some dude I do not know so I can get coke. And I will tell him whatever deep dark fantasies I have too.