I love a good taboo role play. Do you? I am a no limits sort of woman. Always have been. Likely, I always will be too. You see, I am a coke fiend. I cannot get enough white powder. My mother is to blame for that. She gave me coke when I lost my virginity to my brother to dull the pain. And ever since, I fuck on cocaine. So, over the years my mind goes to darker and darker places.
And that dark mind of mine craves pain. I guess time has turned me into more of a nasty freak. My drug dealer will give me free coke, but I must work for it. And over the years, he has become more violent with me. But we grew together. He became more of a sadist, and I became more of a masochist.
I am Such a Pain Slut
When he came over Wednesday to give me my coke supply for the weekend, he wanted to strangle me. Do you enjoy a hot strangle fantasy? Marcus fucked my ass while choking me. And Marcus has a huge cock. So, ass fucking with him always hurts. That might be part of the reason I am a pain slut. He has fisted my ass before too. Talk about pain.
In a way the strangling helped me. I know that sounds weird to say out loud. But I would pass out at the pinnacle of the pain and wake back up and pass out again. My neck looks like I have a purple collar around it. But that is just the ligature marks. Marcus is a big boy. Strong and dominant. And kinky too. He would slap my face hard when he wanted me back awake. So, my cheeks look red too.
But all that pain was worth it because he is generous with the coke that he gives me. I know I have dark fantasies. But most of my lovers can go even darker than me.