Never Worth

I was never worth much at least that’s what my mom and dad and grandparents always told me they said I would amount to nothing more than a cheap lot lizard alley cat. My folks told me I had catch her behind the dumpster look about myself ever since I was a tiny piece of trash. My gramps would sit on my face and tell me to eat his ripe old ass clean while granny did the only decent thing possible which was to take the camcorder out and record for later entertainment over dinner. You could hear granny cheering grampa on telling him to let go in my mouth, she screamed at me saying things like, you filthy fucking skank whore, eat grandpas waste you trash bin and open your nasty mouth slut! I have learned to love how the family treats me because without the I’m nothing and I will never be worth nothing if I leave them.