As a submissive whore, I do possess a lot of dark fantasies. But I will be honest. Sometimes my fantasies involve cock and ball torture on men who violated me like my father. As a young girl, my mother left us. Maybe she didn’t think that he would abuse me too, or she didn’t care. Either way, she left me with a man with violent tendencies. And he took them out on me instead when she left.
Mostly my dad just forced himself on me. Then as a teen girl, he let his friends use me. And they did use me. Even though back then, I thought when I ran away from home, I would find a different life for myself. One not filled with violence. One where I did not need to be a submissive slave.
Clearly that never happened. I married a man more violent than my father. But when I met my master, he took me away from all that. Now make no doubt. I am his slave. But he does not physically beat me nor leave me tied up for days to a bed with no food or water.
With my current master, I do not mind being submissive. But I still have CBT phone sex fantasies for my father and my ex-husband, despite not seeing them in decades. My biggest fantasy involves castrating them and trampling their dicks. Ruining their junk so they cannot abuse another woman. Although I do not know where they live or if they still breathe anymore. I guess it doesn’t matter because I can still enjoy the fantasies.
Even Submissive Whores Think About Revenge
I started talking about these fantasies in an online chat room which I thought would be filled with women like me. But a submissive guy snuck into the room looking for somebody to torture his cock and balls. And he lived in LA, which is about an hour from me. So, he came over last night. I made sure I had pepper spray and hidden knives everywhere in case I needed to get myself untied. But this guy turned out to be a real submissive like me.
Although I never kicked a man in the balls or trampled on his cock, it felt like I did it 1 million times because of my fantasies. This man likes to jerk thinking of little girls. And he feared without some cock and ball torture, he might really act on his feelings and end up in the slammer. While I mutilated his junk, I never hesitated. I am a slave. And I will always be a slave. But last night for a moment I got to use a surrogate for my revenge fantasies.
And I don’t feel bad about it today. This man asked a taboo phone whore to castrate him and torture his cock. And as a slave, I acted on my revenge fantasies for the exact same thing. So, fate brought us together. Perhaps I never will get revenge on my actual father or ex-husband but at least I explored some of my pent-up rage with a surrogate.
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